Fears

I don't know why it is easier for me to type things then to talk...but oh well. We are still dealing with the same stuff with Kaden's eyes although it does appear that the glasses seem to help most of the time...but then there are times when he says the glasses make his eyes blurry so I feel that we have not gone anywhere with his eyes and I am SO frustrated. I just want closure and to be able to help Kaden. I know I am also concerned about him being teased with wearing glasses and that scares me. I just want to protect my baby, and it is hard for me seeing my six year old having to wear glasses with a prescription that I can't even see through because it is so strong.

Then there is Kaden's schooling. We held him back last year and had him repeat Kindergarten but he is still not at the level that he should be and it scares me. His teacher had wanted to do testing for a learning disability but after him getting his classes the teacher has seen improvements so she no longer wants to test. I am still trying to push for it because I still think there is something going on. I know as a parent, that I always have the worst thoughts and fears about stuff with my kids, but I keep thinking what if I am not wrong, what if there is something more going on. It has been hard for me to tell the teacher I still want the testing and that I think she is wrong. I just keep asking God for wisdom on if I need to continue pushing or give in and trust the teacher.