yeah for new jobs.....taboo topics!!

I am so excited to have my hubby home for nights soon. Even if it is only for a few months! I feel so blessed to even be getting this opportunity! God is SOOO good!

I have met with and talked with a lot of women lately who have recently or previously gone through a miscarriage and one thing I don't get is why is it such a taboo topic? It has helped so much talking to these ladies especially since we have gone through similar tragedies! I just dont get why so many people feel the need to keep quiet, because every time I open up I feel so much more at peace.

Each new life... No matter how fragile or brief... Forever changes the world. *Unknown*

New Job!!!

Praise the Lord...Josh finally got a new job after about 4 years of trying!!! He is still at Purina and will still be working a crappy shift but he finally has a job which will allow him to start moving up within the company or that will allow him to go for other jobs at another company in the future! We are excited and blessed that God has allowed for Josh to get a different job! Josh should be starting the new job soon and until Sept will be working the day shift while he has training! The boys are so excited that they will get to see their dad more...at least for awhile!

update on Kaden's eyes / LIFE

We went down to Phoenix on Thursday to go to the Pediatric Eye Dr for Kaden and we got VERY encouraging news. The Dr feels we FINALLY got the right prescription and that there does not appear to be any permanent damage at this time. He wants us back in 4 months but until then things are looking good!

Other than Kaden's eyes, life just seems to be going wrong. I am so confused, frustrated, mad, and discouraged right now.

1st - I am really struggling to get on with my life after loss and am having a really hard time. I want a baby so bad and feel so alone and empty.

2nd - I am so sick of Josh working nights!!! We were told that there was a job that was perfect for him and after applying and interviewing we were told that they had someone who was more qualified! We feel so incredibly let down and mad! We have been told once again about another job but feel uncertain towards it!

We are praying that God will direct us in family and in work, and that we will put our COMPLETE trust in him!