The Wait goes on

The worst part is not knowing and waiting to hear news that you probably really don't want to know anyways. I have called the doctors office so much that they probably think I am crazy! I seriously doubt that I get any news today and this waiting is just stressing me out. I am trying hard to give it to God, but it is so hard! I can't get my mind off of it. Hopefully soon we will have answers and be a little bit closer to what is going on! I just need to trust in God! Who knows maybe he is testing me on patience right now! =)