Monday, October 6, 2008

Waiting

I had my first MRI on Saturday, it was the weirdest and scariest thing ever. I know that I was shaking the entire time, but I did get a great hour of prayer! =) The worst part was in between the two MRI's the technician came out and asked if I was having any other symptoms. Why was she asking me this? Did she see something in the MRI or was there nothing there and she wasn't sure why I was getting an MRI? Those questions racked my mind ALL weekend long. I called the doctor today to get the results and of course I can't get in today and they are wanting me to wait till tomorrow to get my results.

The nervousness of waiting to get results from doctors is so frustrating. I just want the results so that I can have a peace of mind. I am just praying the God will give me a peace and help me to relax today and to trust in him. God helped me to get through the MRI and he can get me through the waiting period.

The scripture that keeps popping in my head is Psalms 23

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet water, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for you are with me; your rod and your staff they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

It is amazing that this scripture is giving me the comfort that I need in my time of waiting and fear.

Our Texas trip

Our Texas trip
Scared of the Goats

Chasing the goats and sheep

Catching Kaden on the rope swing

Staying away from the water

Yes this is a deer at the house!

The Alamo

The Alamo
Kaden and Mommy

Ashton and Mommy